The sun rises on that same sort of day,
A day no one wants to get up.
It's too much energy to brush my hair,
but I do it anyways.
There's no reason to eat, or to go to school,
yet off I go through hours of boredom.
They hate I don't work, or pay them attention,
but they can't speak, I earn my marks.
And school eventually ends, other stuff starts,
I go off doing what they please, being who they see.
Temptations call but I am unable to even step outside,
Unable to the least thing just because.
And I wonder why we do this,
Why each day we put one foot before the other,
Why we drag each breath from our lungs,
and play the politics,
But children? ...real lives...
I cannot,
I should not.
I can't put a child through that.
I don't want to turn out like her,
I don't want to ever get so mad,
to make others tiptoe around everyday.
I don't want to do those things,
I don't want to injure a spirit that much,
That it would resort to those things.
Do you see why I can't ever be a mother?
Lined Paper on a Graphite Wall by VisandElu, literature
Literature
Lined Paper on a Graphite Wall
Draw.
Unable to withhold.
Paint.
Why hold back?
Create.
An inspiration of my own.
but I'll never be good enough
A ball in the trash, A journal now out.
a few words on a line,
not creative enough to make,
follow the lines,
a verse or two.
but am I to write?
.
.
.
A ball in the trash, another mark on the wall, emotions burst inside
What is this?
Is this life?
And I never really knew you by VisandElu, literature
Literature
And I never really knew you
No words to offer one who could not talk in the end,
Misunderstood but unable to convey,
Truth rewritten a thousand times,
How many times deceived and broken,
How many joys and fortunes borne to you,
A story never to be half known,
But today I mourn for you, if only one let it be true.
It stays with me all the time.
Hiding under my thin sleeve,
Burrowed deep into my heart.
Thoughts among millions in my mind,
Sear a path through all the rest.
A brick heavy on my shoulders,
A foot stomping in the back,
Temptingly easy to push out,
But I know it would erupt.
No, no one can share it,
It's mine.
My own little secret.
The sun rises on that same sort of day,
A day no one wants to get up.
It's too much energy to brush my hair,
but I do it anyways.
There's no reason to eat, or to go to school,
yet off I go through hours of boredom.
They hate I don't work, or pay them attention,
but they can't speak, I earn my marks.
And school eventually ends, other stuff starts,
I go off doing what they please, being who they see.
Temptations call but I am unable to even step outside,
Unable to the least thing just because.
And I wonder why we do this,
Why each day we put one foot before the other,
Why we drag each breath from our lungs,
and play the politics,
But children? ...real lives...
I cannot,
I should not.
I can't put a child through that.
I don't want to turn out like her,
I don't want to ever get so mad,
to make others tiptoe around everyday.
I don't want to do those things,
I don't want to injure a spirit that much,
That it would resort to those things.
Do you see why I can't ever be a mother?
Lined Paper on a Graphite Wall by VisandElu, literature
Literature
Lined Paper on a Graphite Wall
Draw.
Unable to withhold.
Paint.
Why hold back?
Create.
An inspiration of my own.
but I'll never be good enough
A ball in the trash, A journal now out.
a few words on a line,
not creative enough to make,
follow the lines,
a verse or two.
but am I to write?
.
.
.
A ball in the trash, another mark on the wall, emotions burst inside
What is this?
Is this life?
And I never really knew you by VisandElu, literature
Literature
And I never really knew you
No words to offer one who could not talk in the end,
Misunderstood but unable to convey,
Truth rewritten a thousand times,
How many times deceived and broken,
How many joys and fortunes borne to you,
A story never to be half known,
But today I mourn for you, if only one let it be true.
POST & I WILL:
a) Tell you why I befriended you
b) Associate you with something - a song, a color, a photo, a mental image, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal
So, I just finished reading Sing me to Sleep, and it varied from me wanting to scream at the book, that I didn't agree with it's portrayal of Amabile to wanting to cry because it was sooooo sad...
I can't decide what to think of it... but I won't be reading it again anytime soon. Either way, I love Beth's song and want a copy of it!